On two formers, and nine years later

We'd grow up, test out waters we never got around to, thinking maybe the past had it wrong, but we'd find we were right the first time.

People who still amuse you, even though you haven't spoken for months, years–those are keepers. Note: 10 years later, you're still on my list.

July 18, 2001
"haha so we do know how to get past "hey" =)"

Somewhere along this string we lost our innocence.

Last summer, I was sitting in your room, waiting for the results. I knew what I would've done, had it come to that, and after, I told myself, I was going to change my ways. And I did, for awhile, I did. And then enough time passes, and you forget the weight of your decisions, you live life in the momentary, and most of the time, you get lucky. I guess I've always been kind of lucky.

A year later, and I found myself sitting on the other side of that table. Some choices, some consequences are too heavy, too heavy to forget with time. But, times does, will, make things okay.